Mellow Maturity
Tears falling after a tough day
Where exactly am I headed to?
I though I had suffered enough
But looks like
It’s still a long way to go
As if I’m alone in this wide world
As if no one is willing to empathize these feelings unfold
When I close my eyes
I imagine the look of myself
Tell thyself
Do not be tired
Instead, stop for a while
Tell thyself
To never-ending darkness
That doesn’t seem to leave
If you can leave me
I’ll be able to open up
The mellow maturity of grief
Among happy and smiling people
The only person with lost expression
I’m just a stranger
Empty chats, thoughts full of confusion
Did I run forward mindlessly for sometime?
Now that my dreams have gotten so far away?
Will this endless sadness ever end?
Will there be a time when days of sunshine feels warm again?
I’ll become my full self
And the stars will keep shining
Those are the dreams that keeps me alive
That I keep dreaming
Am I a fool?
That’s what it feels like
Not knowing I can’t be myself
One day I may realize
After I open my eyes
I’ll become my full self
And the stars will keep shining
Those are the dreams that keeps me alive
That I keep dreaming
On someday, sometime at some place
Will my little world finally smile?
The journey of life, so called life
Will it be easy just for a little while?